So Done With Boys

I can't believe I'm talking about it again. Boys? "What's wrong with boys?" you may asked. I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT'S WRONG WITH THEM. If I know, I would've not felt so confused about it. Everything feels fucked up. Whatever I do seems so wrong. I'm just so tired of it. I mean, how the fuck stop these messed up feelings?

Never have I ever, have a boy friend that will be proud to be my friend, that will tell people that I'm his friend, that will introduce me as his friend  to his friend? THE ANSWER IS NEVER. I'm not saying that I need them to do that, but if they do, I just feel more appreciated. I feel like they like my company, but they won't tell. I MEAN, WHY??? Is it because I'm ugly? I'm fat? So fucked up!

If you're saying, "you just gotta find a right boy that will be proud of you." THAT'S FUCKING BULLSHIT, okay? ALL BOYS ARE THE SAME, like literally the same. LIKE ALL OF MY EXES EMBARRASSED TO TELL HIS FRIENDS THAT I'M HIS GF, well except 2 boys. AND I GOT PLAYED TOO MUCH, TOOK ADVANTAGE TOO MANY TIMES. ARE THEY EVEN HAVE A FUCKING HEART?!?!?

I really can't believe I'm mad just because of boys. Something isn't so important, they're so worthless to think about. I should've thinking about something else, such as food or what movie should I watch. Boys are so worthless and pointless. I should've live in Wonder Woman's place, where is no boy population. Cause I'm a strong woman who need no fucking man.